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[Dec. 3rd, 2009|08:06 pm] |
Welp, finally beat Chocobo's Dungeon. The main story at least. Dunno if I'll do post game stuff. Probably will though.
Oh good lord that game was adorable. Like. If realians and penguins could have babies. It's expected since it's related to Chocobo Tales, but still. I was kind of expecting it to be a sort of sequel, but apparently it's AU with the whole meeting Shirma and Croma's a girl now. ... Or was Croma always a girl and I just somehow missed it? >_> I swear they were a boy in Tales though.
The job costumes are just... I mean the White Mage has cat ears and Dark Knight actually looks pretty badass in a cute way and everything else was d'aww. Speaking of white mage, is it just me or is white mage pretty damn broken? It can nuke and heal and SP regeneration's high so you don't even have to walk in place most of the time before you're ready to use Holy again.
Anyway it also had some kick ass remixes and I hope it has a soundtrack out or on youtube or something.
Also longest. Credit roll. Ever.
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[Dec. 1st, 2009|03:25 pm] |
If my cat rubs up against the reset button one more fucking time I swear I'm just gonna give up. FUCK YOU whale SUKI.
In other news I'm kind of having a mini... I don't know what. I really want to just dork the hell out and post a fuckton on Godsibb/XL but for the latter i haven't been there (besides chat) in forever and it'd seem awkward as hell and for the first... I just feel ultra awkward talking about stuff even though I really want to. It's the weirdest thing. Not to mention like 80% of the time when I want to post something someone's already made the post I wanted to so I can't and fff. I'm also afraid of posting because I feel like I come off as a pretentious asshole a lot and it's probably true, especially when I see shit that's wrong factually, but I don't want to be "that guy" who speaks up and says "actually..."
What the hell how do you fail at social interactions on the intertubes?
I also really don't want to go back to my therapist. I told her I really don't feel comfortable talking with her (it's not her fault, I just don't feel comfortable talking about ~feelings~ shit with strangers) and she said she understands but then goes on to say she really doesn't think I should quit because she thinks I'll eventually open up...
Problem is I've been telling her less and less ever since I started. And I've started to cry when I'm there, though thankfully no sobbing/I hope to god it's as unnoticeable as I try to make it, I don't even fucking know why to be honest, and I hate it. I don't like not being in control of my emotions.
And I really don't want to be a dick but honestly... nothing's helping. Nothing happens. I have nothing to tell her and she doesn't have anything to give me in return so honestly the whole thing is just a waste of time. The advice she does give me doesn't help at all because I simply can't do what she's asking. It's just not feasible.
This is all bullshit goddamn. |
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[Nov. 27th, 2009|08:45 pm] |
I like this game but goddamn can it be the biggest bitch ever. Every time I'm like on floor 8/10 and I step on an invisible summon trap or run out of potions or some shit.
I beat the hunger level who wants to fucking touch me. |
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[Nov. 25th, 2009|08:45 am] |
"Justice" isn't accepted as a romantic phrase when it is quite clearly the most romantic of all phrases. |
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[Nov. 23rd, 2009|08:43 pm] |
Trying out Chocobo's Dungeon and oh dear god its so cute as if the bird wasn't enough you had to go and add mandies and the tarutaru's theme for Lostime ffff.
Also apparently I suck horribly at it because I keep losing to bosses lol. Fucking mandy and skeleton. |
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[Nov. 22nd, 2009|10:50 pm] |
Beat Xenosaga 3 again. And I even did the two things I basically swore I'd never do again; Vanquero and Gnosis Nail. Fuck those final weapons. But. Completionist. Hurk. I also pwned the final boss with Swordfish. Managed to do 13k damage in one turn with it. Apparently little girls > giant robots. Good times.
Well now I have nothing to do. :B derp. Actually my mom's given me the go to buy another game but A) I'm stupid about this sort of thing and want to resist it and B) I can't decide which. Persona, Devil Survivor, Valkyrie Profile, Star Ocean, Shadow Hearts, something that isn't a goddamn jrpg? I have no clue fffff.
I guess I still have Dragon Age Origins to play and Chocobo's Dungeon so... Oh, and Twilight Princess. Still need to finish that. >_> Probably should on the latter two, my wii hasn't gotten a workout for a while (that's what he said). |
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[Nov. 19th, 2009|08:18 pm] |
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All that's left is sleep and I'm getting sick of it because I could be doing something else.
I don't understand what's wrong. I'm usually fairly bored but this is on a whole 'nother level. |
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[Nov. 17th, 2009|03:07 pm] |
I know, since I have to play HaKox for the game to continue, I might as well finish the newest levels.
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Boy that sure was a son of a bitch. Welp. Time to beat the hell out of Voyager.
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Well now that's over with, onto- ... .......
I forgot to steal the venom ring.
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[Nov. 17th, 2009|12:57 am] |
# of names: 58
Complete: 14% Partially: 62% Not: 22%
Rounded and such. Add a bunch of random .numbers. I suck at percentages.
Might add or subtract a few peoples. Are Shion's parents and Roth Mantel important enough to the plot to add? Thinking yes considering I put Sergius and Heinlein on the list. Or should I nix them until the secondary character leest. Same with Feb's sisters. And like. asdfghjasdf |
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[Nov. 14th, 2009|02:30 pm] |
So I've kind of been wanting to play thuh FFXI recently, unfortunately... I don't really have anyone to play with. The only one I can think of is Caitlin, but I'm not sure if she even plays any more. I'd just hang around and try to actually be social with the LS if fucking Lance wasn't in it, but because he is, fuck that noise.
I'm kind of tempted to hop servers, but I don't know how much it costs to do that and I'm a sentimental fuckwad so it'd feel kinda odd. Maybe I could just play like I did before I had an LS, see if I can just pickup party my way through until I finally quit for good... I still have things I wanna do. I want my thief at 75, I want to get my merits as high as I can, get leathercraft to 100, etc. Most of all, I want to do story stuff. I really adore all the storylines in FFXI, but I dunno how I'm going to be able to complete them without help.
Tl;dr BAWWWWW.
In other spammy news, still trucking on etymologyness. I've decided to get all the origins written down, then work on the rest, but I'm also not sure when I should go back and start working on significances and all that shit. Plus I'm also suffering from writer's block and not being able to explain things. And Jungian shit. I hate that I can't understand this stuff. I know there's probably more to it than just LOL WE NAMED THEM AFTER THEIR HAIR COLOR, but I'm not getting it. =/ I also really suck at self-editing.
In other XS news, I beat 2 last night and I'm now on 3. I'm still really early in, so I'm not sure if I wanna do a challenge run yet or not, but I'm kinda leaning towards not. Still gonna do alternate paths for an extra challenge and also Swordfish is cute. |
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[Nov. 12th, 2009|05:23 pm] |

NOBODY EXPECTS THE ORMUS INQUISITION!
Okay I know Cherenkov isn't technically Ormus, but you try finding an official pic of Orgulla. I'm too lazy to youtube shut up. |
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[Nov. 12th, 2009|11:46 am] |
Meme from zatoki! Comment and I'll ask you 5 questions! ... I suck at coming up with questions but MOVING ON
1. What is your favorite moment in the Xenosaga series? Maybe the scene with Albedo in the Song, as it's the scene that got me into the series in the first place, though nowadays I'm not sure. I'll come back to this if I remember anything specific.
2. KOS-MOS is going to be a cameo in yet another game. How does this make you feel? Oh snap, really? Which game?
3. What do you make of this? http://www.1up.com/do/blogEntry?bId=9009426 I was never a big music buff, all I know is I like what I do, and I have both favorites and indifference-s with both composers' tracks. Really, I don't get the debate.
4. What got you interested in doing the Xenosaga etymology project? One day while I was bored, I went on one of those name meanings sites and started typing in various characters' names. So I figured "hey, this might be a fun thing to research". I also love mythology, and given the religious nature of XS, it could give me more insight into various mythologies.
5. Why are you obsessed with JUSTICE? Once upon a time, maailmaedella and I were chatting about stuff and somehow the subject of Melisse Ortus came up. Now being a character who loves justice, I said "I feel very justice" which is a very obscure FFXI reference. We proceeded to dot at each other a few times, followed by a y. And promptly a j, because the JUSTICE!!!11 phenomenon had begun.
There actually might have been a few times before that where we talked about JUSTICE!!!11one, but "I feel very justice" kind of put it into overdrive. |
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[Nov. 11th, 2009|12:27 am] |
Alright I'm pretty much finished with the main party... and Zoidberg Allen's nameyficationmabob things. Now I'm kind of stuck because I'm not sure who to do next. I'm thinking the URTVs and Daddy Yuriev, but I'll need some after that so, asking for ideas again!
In episode 2 news, things are going smoothly. I beat the Nundertaker and now I'm pretty sure I ship Orgulla x Matador. They're so perfect for each other. I guess Trumpeter can come too because she'd totally dig him. I'll probably be done with it within a day or two and then I'll decide if I wanna do a challenge run of 3. And decide if I wanna do it completely no equip change at all or allow an exception for snake eye so I can see hp and shit without giving me a stat boost. ... I forget, does it show the HP bar regardless of having a scoping item on or not?
Edit: Holy fuck Yuriev, you asshole. Stop naming your kids after shit I can barely comprehend, let alone write about. I can parrot shit but the significance part... jkfgjdhndhfdjk FUCK THE WORLD WHY DID I ADD THAT SHIT. |
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[Nov. 9th, 2009|09:49 pm] |
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Stolen from stitchedmoon
FIRST: If you've been tagged, you must write your answers in your own LJ and replace any question that you dislike with a new, original question. SECOND: Tag eight sexy people. Don't refuse to do that like a pansy.
( Under Here )
Do it if you want. /lazytagger :V |
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[Nov. 8th, 2009|07:24 pm] |
BITCHES AINT SHIT AND SO IS WRITER'S BLOCK.
Trying to work on the etymology project because I don't really feel like vidyaing at the moment. I'm doing okay with the technical stuff, problem is when I get to the significance part I kind of. Stupid. A lot.
I don't know how to explain what Jin or Ziggy means without going DERP DERP SPACE SAMURAI AND ALSO EVERYONE'S DAD DERP. It's really annoying me because it seems like Shion was pretty much the pinnacle of my writeyness and she was only the first one. Shouldn't the first one suck ass and the others get better? I DON'T KNOW THIS ARE CONFUSIMALATING and I suck. I should've just left out the significance bit and let people figure it out on their own or something ffffff.
Still accepting halp if you have anything to offer be it advice or actual writey/researchy/edity stuff or what have you.
P.S. Everyone gets justicenet candy from the last post. Just wait like four thousand years for it to be invented.
P.S.S. Who should I do after the main party? Vector peeps? Ormus dudes? Space cops? Testamentos the freshmakers? Doesn't have to be in a certain group either, just want me sum ideas. |
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[Nov. 8th, 2009|01:54 am] |
Aaaand done.
Final levels around 37-8. Hardest bosses were Great Joe and Proto Dora the Explorer. If I could do it over again I probably wouldn't have spam leveled to 24 in the Encephelon, but on the other hand beating D-D-Dora D-D-D-Dora would've probably been even more of an ordeal, if not impossible.
Anyway gonna start Episode 2 tomorrow. Might or might not go ahead and change my mind about more challenge runnin', but I'm kind of all "STORY STORY STORY ALSO NPC TALKING STORY" at the moment so uh.
Also because I can't choose, for Mr. Etymology project, should it go "Ziggurat 8 (Ziggy)" or "Ziggy (Ziggurat 8)"? I'M TOO FAIL TO CHOOSE BECAUSE EACH HAS ITS OWN MERITS. Halp and get free candy. Internet candy. Justicenet candy even! |
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[Nov. 6th, 2009|07:58 pm] |
Decided I'm gonna finish up episode one as is (or not, I'll see how much of a dick Ein Rugel is), but for the other two I won't be doing challenge games. I just don't really feel like it at the moment to be honest, though I might later in the year. Still gonna do set parties and shit though.
Also, I beat Great Joe and Mintia. Mintia was easy but long, Great Joe was one enormous motherfucker.
I feel very not justice. |
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